Gonna do some Max Cardio.. haven’t done it in a while.
Feels good to be sore again :D lol
I still feel like people are “out to get me.”
I don’t wanna suffer from this.. :(
Broke down earlier today.. what’s wrong with me..
Idk, when I’m with my close friends, family, or any other people I become this strange person who is shy/secretive but yet is crazy and hyper at the same time.. and also the way I look.
I’m not like that. Sometimes react differently then I should or how I really feel.
I know this sounds kind of ugh..but I’m so much better than that.. when I’m with myself, that’s the only time I’m me. I’m pretty confident, way funnier, more outgoing, but I never show it much in public. Idk why I’m like this, I just wanna be me.
I’m seriously fighting a mental battle right now. ugh.
So much negative energy. Plus I’m trying to get over my anxiety problem and I’m gonna be going to a real counselor soon. I have exams coming soon.
But, I’ll only come on here off and on, JUST to see my messages.. but not that often.
And if you’re one of my skype friends.. you can send me your facebook link and add you and talk to you there instead.
I mean, I’ll get back on here, once I get myself together.
you have to suppress your anger when your carnist friends get all teary-eyed when they hear about abused pets or beached whales and “how sad it is that an animal died because of humans”, while they stuff their face with dead animal carcass.
THIS ^
